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Saturday
March 27th, 2010 @ 09:59 pm
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Wedding must be on that list of the top ten most stressful things, because I tell you it sure has been taking its toll. I'm beyond happy about all the wonderful parts of it, but the budget when you're doing it with no help, as well as making sure it all comes together smoothly are the hardest parts, and I've pretty much got it all together by my lonesome with some support from bink and that's about it. Though I must say he's doing his best to try and help and come up with some of the more design parts of the wedding although that was my favourite part too and I felt he sort of took over a bit. I don't know... I think I'm rambling.

I missed my antidepressant the other day because we ran out and I was so out of it I accidently through the prescription in the garbage. By the time I got it in me it was too late so now I'm all a ball of gibberish and sadness and confusion. My doctor told me that he was going to try and take me off of it after my SADS went away but then the wedding came up and I was finding it difficult to cope with the additionaly stress so here I am. I have found that it helps I really do, but this is the first time I've ever missed it. Being alone and bored on saturdays is no fun either. blargh.

ignore this post.
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alarumluxurias_slave on March 28th, 2010 06:02 am (UTC)
sending you virtual ice cream, I have cramps and my anti depressants are acting weird too since I'm also temporarily off hormone pills, augh, pills messing with each other >_< so yes am also home alone and bored, and well, stupid cramps :P and you're right, wedding planning is insanely stressful :( *hugs from afar*
Kiki Geeky.chicketieboo on March 28th, 2010 06:15 am (UTC)
ACK! that's what happened to me as well. It`s my week off my pills too. So I`m dealing with that AND I missed my antidepressant during a time in the month I`m more likely to easily get depressed =S my cramps aren`t that painful today, and I start my pills this sunday, so then everything should finally line up tomorrow.